Mortal Lessons

Richard Selzer

Description

A surgeon shares true stories of life, death, and the human body in an essay collection that “will nail you to your chair” (Saturday Review).

With settings ranging from the operating theater to a Korean ambulance, and topics as varied as the disposition of a corpse and the author’s own childhood, these nineteen captivating, wry, and intimate vignettes offer a poignant examination of health, humanity, and, of course, mortality. Sometimes tragic, sometimes humorous, the essays offer a physician’s viewpoint that goes beyond the medical to also consider the most meaningful issues and questions we face, whether as doctors or patients, cared for or caregiver.
 
Praised by Kirkus Reviews as “an impressive display of knowledge and art, magic and mystery,” Mortal Lessons is a classic reflection on the human body and the human experience, and will resonate with readers for generations to come.

Sujets

• Operating theater
• Hospital
• Médecine

Informations

• Publié par: Open Road Media
• Date de parution: 15 avril 1996
• Nombre de lectures: 4
• EAN13: 9780547542331
• Langue: English
• Poids de l'ouvrage: 1 Mo

Extrait

Contents
Title Page
Contents
Frontispiece
Dedication
Copyright
Preface
I. THE ART OF SURGERY
THE EXACT LOCATION OF THE SOUL
THE SURGEON AS PRIEST
LESSONS FROM THE ART
II. THE BODY
BONE
LIVER
STONE
THE KNIFE
SKIN
THE BELLY
THE CORPSE
III. ESSAYS
BALD!
SMOKING
ABORTION
THE TWELVE SPHERES
IV. DOWN FROM TROY
DOWN FROM TROY
CAR SICKNESS
LONGFELLOW, VIRGIL, AND ME
JACOB STREET
BIRDWATCHING
Picture Credits
Acknowledgments
About the Author

To Jon, Larry, and Gretchen
Preface copyright © 1996 by Richard Selzer Copyright© 1974, 1975, 1976, 1987 by Richard Selzer

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The Library of Congress has cataloged the print edition as follows: Selzer, Richard, 1928– Mortal lessons: notes on the art of surgery/Richard Selzer— 1st Harvest ed. p. cm.—(A Harvest book) “With a new preface.” Originally published: New York: Simon & Schuster, c1976. ISBN 0-15-600400-3 1. Surgery. I. Title. RD39.S44 1996 617—dc20 95-53778

eISBN 978-0-547-54233-1 v2.1117
Preface
It is a quarter of a century since this book was written. Looking at it now, I am inclined to use an editorial pencil to spare myself a number of embarrassments this time around. Why do I have the feeling that these pieces were first written in a foreign language and that this volume is a translation for which I alone am responsible? Still, I am surprised that the author (perhaps it is best to consider that he and I are not the same person) has come so close to expressing precisely what I think now. In a way, that writer of twenty-five years ago is the older of the two, as I don’t seem to think of myself as anything but a mere pickle of a boy. (Even in my dreams I am a youngster making love for the first time. It is both ridiculous and exhausting!)

There is no one way to write. The minimalists have shown that plain, unadorned prose in words of one syllable can reach the heights of beauty and power. Myself, I have always been intoxicated by words, grabbed up great armsful of them and run across the page letting fall what may, and only then pausing to select, sort, rearrange. I deplore that so many thousands of our best words have fallen into obsolescence or are deemed archaic. In this volume I have rescued not a few of those long-unused words and disinterred a number of buried phrases. If I could find no word to express what I intended, I made one up. Many is the reader who, having made a futile search in the dictionary, has written to condemn me for this outrage, an accusation that I have borne manfully over the years. It all has to do with surgery. In the act of surgery, the scalpel must be restrained rather than given its head. Holding back is the primary mode of surgery. After so many years of reining in his instrument, a surgeon-turned-writer must be forgiven for the exhilaration of the newly liberated. It is true that pen and scalpel are about the same size, and that in using each of them something is shed—blood or ink. But there the similarities end. In writing the risk is all the author’s; in surgery it belongs to the human being lying on the operating table. If I have followed any banner, it is that of Paul Valéry, who wrote that prose walks, poetry dances. I have tried to blur the demarcation between the two. I cannot say that I have often succeeded.

Apropos of two essays in light of the passage of a quarter century: The chapter entitled “The Corpse” was not meant to shock but rather to invite the reader into the mausoleum of the newly dead and hold up the lamp of language. The facts are given but in language that heightens their effect; I have used humor and the grotesque as instruments of illumination. At the time of writing, the subject of abortion had just become a focus of contention in American society. Oddly, it happened that I had never seen an abortion. I arranged to do so and that night wrote what I had meant to be a literary rendition of the event, not an argument against the procedure. The readership thought otherwise, and upon publication I became the darling of the conservatives and the bête noire of the liberals. A pox on both houses! I am struck by the madness of a society that performs abortions in one operating room and harvests eggs for in vitro fertilization in the next. It would be sensible and efficient to carry the products of conception (as they are called by the unimaginative) from the glutted womb of the one to the starved womb of the other. But that is the mischievous fancy of a mere scribbler.

In writing the essay “Bald!” I had meant only to entertain. Now, twenty-five years later, the shaved male head is a la mode; one sees so many perfectly bald men on the street these days. It seems a gesture of defiance and so rather touching. Many is the partially bald man who, unwilling to suffer the slow and steady loss of his glory, has wrested the depilator from the hand of Fate and taken it into his own, the way a martyr seizes the everlasting kingdom of heaven. Such a man is no longer going bald; he has gone. About baldness, I feel differently. It has to do with chemotherapy. There is the recent account of a young schoolboy who was receiving chemotherapy for cancer. He had turned bald. What was his surprise, upon returning to school, to find that all of the boys in the fifth grade were also bald, as was their male teacher. To spare their friend any embarrassment or humiliation, they had all chosen to have their heads shaved. In this classroom, if nowhere else, bald was what everyone wanted to be. Such an act of communal grace gives reason to hope for the future of mankind.

Against all advice, I continue to write in longhand. To say nothing of the genie who dwells in my inkwell and who grants me three wishes each time I remove the lid to fill my fountain pen, longhand provides a lovely proximity to the word. You can watch it issuing from the tips of your fingers as though it were a secretion of your body. The word processor that can offer such a sense of personal discharge does not exist. Then too, there is the position of the hand when holding a pen. The thumb and forefinger approximate a sling whose base is the first web space. Begin to write and there is a pressure of the instrument against the more rigidly fixed middle finger pre cisely at its distal interphalangeal joint. The whole enterprise is given voice by the flat of the hand, the hypothenar eminence to the cognoscenti, as it slides with quick small hisses across the page until that long hiss as the hand moves all the way from right to left in order to start a new line. How can anyone write without it?

It is nine years since I walked away from my beloved workshop in the operating room. It was a departure not done with a cheery wave of the hand. The operating room was my native land. A writer leaves his native land only at great risk. There was a feeling of dislocation, as though I were standing on the bank of a river, and it was the bank that was flowing while the stream stood still. Would I be punished? Suffer impotence of the pen? After all, my subject as a writer was my work as a doctor; the two cross-fertilized each other. I need not have worried. There is always the sharp and aching tooth of memory. And my dreams are still filled with surgery.
I. THE ART OF SURGERY
THE EXACT LOCATION OF THE SOUL
Someone asked me why a surgeon would write. Why, when the shelves are already too full? They sag under the deadweight of books. To add a single adverb is to risk exceeding the strength of the boards. A surgeon should abstain. A surgeon, whose fingers are more at home in the steamy gullies of the body than they are tapping the dry keys of a typewriter. A surgeon, who feels the slow slide of intestines against the back of his hand and is no more alarmed than were a family of snakes taking their comfort from such an indolent rubbing. A surgeon, who palms the human heart as though it were some captured bird.
Why should he write? Is it vanity that urges him? There is glory enough in the knife. Is it for money? One can make too much money. No. It is to search for some meaning in the ritual of surgery, which is at once murderous, painful, healing, and full of love. It is a devilish hard thing to transmit—to find, even. Perhaps if one were to cut out a heart, a lobe of the liver, a single convolution of the brain, and paste it to a page, it would speak with more eloquence than all the words of Balzac. Such a piece would need no literary style, no mass of erudition or history, but in its very shape and feel would tell all the frailty and strength, the despair and nobility of man. What? Publish a heart? A little piece of bone? Preposterous. Still I fear that is what it may require to reveal the truth that lies hidden in the body. Not all the undressings of Rabelais, Chekhov, or even William Carlos Williams have wrested it free, although God knows each one of those doctors made a heroic assault upon it.
I have come to believe that it is the flesh alone that counts. The rest is that with which we distract ourselves when