Most Loving Mere Folly
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A pair of artists is undone by jealousy and despair on the outskirts of London

In a forgotten suburb of London recently leveled by German bombs, an artists’ colony has taken root. Theo Freeland spent the war painting, studiously avoiding danger, while his wife, Suspiria, made pottery during the day and drove ambulances at night. But now the war is over, and Theo spends his time drinking himself into a stupor while Suspiria tolerates him as best she can. She has her work, and that’s enough. After all, she and Theo are promised to each other—till death do they part. Death, as it happens, is right around the corner.
 
Suspiria’s life changes forever the night her husband is helped home by Dennis Forbes, a strapping young mechanic who can’t take his eyes off the drunkard’s wife. When Theo is later found poisoned, and Suspiria claims Dennis as her own, the village turns on them. But the real tragedy is yet to come.
 

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Date de parution 01 mars 2016
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EAN13 9781480464162
Langue English
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Most Loving Mere Folly
Ellis Peters

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If indeed we must assume that nobody can be aware of the nature of his own desires nor plumb the depths of his own most secret inclinations, at least each may survey what he has done and face the consequences of the decisions he has ventured.
Passion means suffering, something undergone, fate s mastery over a free and responsible person. - Passionate love, the longing for what sears us and annihilates us in its triumph - there is the secret which Europe has never allowed to be given away; a secret it has always repressed - and preserved! Hardly anything could be more tragic.
But married love is the end of anguish, the acceptance of a limited being whom I love because he or she is a summons to creation, and that in order to witness to our alliance this being turns with me towards day.
D ENIS DE R OUGEMONT :
Passion and Society
CHAPTER ONE:
Collision Between Two Worlds
1
Great Leddington is still twenty-five miles from the factory fringe of London, and produces no electric clocks, biscuits, nor bentwood furniture to this day. Thirty years ago it was a small market town, surrounded by comfortably prosperous farms and rich nursery-gardens, and linked with the capital by a good and rapidly developing road. At the end of the twenties the first restless wave of Bohemia, reaching out after something more remote and archaic as a setting for always potential but never-realised pearls, washed over it and gave it, for a few years, a hectic self-conscious vogue. All its derelict mills became studios, all its more crumbling cottages were taken over by earnest sandalled women and their frail parasitic young men, and aestheticism broke out like a rash between the hay-fields and the shire stud and the good stone cross. Some people still regard this as the heyday of the town, and its subsequent history rather as a decline and fall.
Suburbia, in its more ambitious form, followed Bohemia hop-skip-and-jump along the high road in a ribbon of villas, keyhole estates, petrol stations and road-houses in by-pass Tudor. The infection reached Great Leddington, found a fashionably preoccupied territory there still not overcrowded, and spread into a growth of new housing estates hanging on the edge of the town. The district now led a treble life, with some disinterested fraternisation, but little understanding.
The outbreak of war in 1939 suddenly erased much that was false from the picture, for Great Leddington was no longer remote enough for those abortive aesthetes who had the money to move elsewhere. They uprooted themselves and took wing for Ireland, or the Outer Hebrides, or the lesser-known villages of Cornwall, leaving behind them an astonishing, if small, residue of genuine artists, who had somehow become entangled in the original invasion in their search for space and cheapness, or who now found well-appointed studios going for a song because they were too near to the bombing.
Once Bohemia had abandoned it, Great Leddington was a practical paradise for artists, far less expensive than London, far more peaceful in ways which had nothing to do with the incidence of bombing, yet conveniently close to town, and from long experience adept at that cold metropolitan tolerance which refrains from mocking eccentricity less out of sympathy than indifference. It was possible to work there without exciting curiosity or inviting interference. To the beauty and serenity of a country town it added the urbane attitude of a city. After the war costs went up there, but so they did everywhere. The ribbon development along the road scarcely affected the farming side of the town, and served to keep out new invasions without disturbing overmuch the survivors of the old. So they remained, and Great Leddington was used to them, and made no complaint. They were not the kind of people who could not be ignored; most of them were quiet, hard working, not very well off, indistinguishable in the street from the tradesmen and housewives of the town. A few, according to art critics whose writings Great Leddington vaguely heard about but never read, had a certain distinction, and so were counted amoung the assets of the place.
The fact remained, of course, that they were an alien race. Local people had friends among them, rather as they might have cultivated friendships, equally without comment, among the French or the Dutch, and even learned to speak, for friendship s sake, a few words of those outlandish languages. But the foreigners remained foreigners. Great Leddington, rapidly accomplished in the adaptation of country prejudices to new sophistication, looked upon them always with cool, incurious, civilised eyes, and stood ready to claim their accomplishments and reject their distresses, to acknowledge them as sights, and hold them at bay as human beings.
But the artists did not care. They were there precisely because they cared essentially for only one thing, and to that they devoted themselves. They had kept their eyes fixed on it all through the war, not because they were unable to see right and wrong, or danger and safety, but because these seemed to them minor matters, to be endured, evaded and transcended by any means whatsoever in the pursuit of that one sacred thing, so durable above their transcience. When other people lost sight of it in the smoke, it was all the more essential that they, who could still see it, should abandon everything else, and serve it.
Theo Freeland had painted all through the war, kicking aside casually, almost unnoticed, two or three tentative offers of commissions as an official war artist. He was not capable of being an official artist of any kind, or of going where he was sent, or doing what he was told. As for his wife, she had gone on steadily making pottery the whole time, and she was at it yet. Could there be anything more unimportant, during a world war? True, she had turned out occasionally at night and driven an ambulance, with a fierce efficiency and ruthless fury which arose, probably, from her feeling that this chaos of the world s imbecility had got between her and her wheel, and must be cleared out of her way before she could proceed. She was not popular with the W.V.S. She never said the right things; she had a derisive smile, cool, personal and reserved, when others said them. She was one of the aliens; she always would be.
On the surface, however, the two streams of Great Leddington s life appeared to flow very equably together. It needed a natural catastrophe of hurricane proportions to shake them apart into their divided beds; and in the mild latitudes of near-suburbia storms of that magnitude are few and far between.
2
Suspiria leaned on her forearms, and watched the bowl grow between her hands. It had opened like a lily, coiling the prints of her fingers higher and higher round its rising rim, until it hid the jagged shape of the asbestos bat on which it was rooted, and now it was of the exact spread of the wheel itself, and still growing.
Sometimes, though rarely, she fell into a kind of trance when she was throwing, through her eyes which were dazed with the whirling concentration of the wheel, through her ears which were drowsy with its heavy, purring note, and the faint, slippery hiss of the wet clay through her entranced hands, which fell into a voluptuous rhythm, loving the creaming smoothness and ardour of the clay as they caressed it, and feeling themselves as passionately caressed; and then she lost the impulse to control this tension of creation, and let it run away with her, and made monstrosities, prolonged beyond her wish, grown out of her conception.
Tonight her will was too acutely alive in her to let her wander into that closed tower of self-indulgence. There was another and more intense pleasure in directing exactly the shape of her creation, in feeling form flow down from the centre of her personality, and out through the braced intelligence of her palms and along the strong, soiled fingers to the alert and responsive clay, where it sprang into visible being.
The rim of the bowl opened, flowering. She smoothed it in the soft hollow between her thumb and forefinger, until the edge of the silvery-blue clay glistened like glass. In the background of her consciousness she heard the car, but without relating it in any way to herself or any part of her life. Stepping back from the wheel, she watched the shape of her bowl flow round as perfect in its poise as a spinning top. She groped into the slurry of water and clay which surrounded the wheel, and fished up impatiently two or three improvised tools before she found the piece of hoop-iron she wanted, bent at right-angles, with an obliquely finished edge. She set the wheel moving faster, and bending, pressed the shaving-tool inward along its surface to cut round the base of her bowl. The wheel shrieked and jarred, and a long, pleated tongue of clay flew outward from the knife and fell into the mess of water. She pressed inward firmly against the outward force of the wheel s motion until she was satisfied, and then dropped the knife into the slurry with as little regard as for the discarded thong of clay, and smoothed the new surface with her finger-tips. Instantly taller upon its narrow base, the bowl revolved, immaculate.
She heard the house-door crash open, heard Theo s voice roaring for her. A quiver of annoyance made the shape of her pleasure tremble for a moment, but was smoothed away again as quickly. She reached for a ragged little Turkish sponge, which leaned on the end of its stick out of a cracked jam-jar, and mopped out the excess moisture from the bowl. She forgot Theo, though she knew he was there, falling about in the living-room, and yelling to her to come and entertain some odd creature he d picked up on his way

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