Beginning to End

Tavares Maurice Gill Sr.

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This is my story. Some may call it a book; I call it my untold thoughts locked and stored. I feel that I am a voice for all the many voices all across this nation that is hidden underneath the tiniest surface. I feel as though I can uplift and give strength, hope, and comfort to the voices that are left behind and overlooked and once was told and still being told that nobody wants to hear your opinions and input. The reason I say that I am the voice because I was once and sometimes still am that voice—that lost voice, just like yours. I wrote these poems because no one would listen when I needed love. I felt like the only love I got was the lines on those sheets inside of my notebook—those blank sheets showed and gave me the love I needed and loved the right or the wrong me. It never judge or viewed me as a failure. This book is about my pain, my misunderstandings, and my mishaps. All the above, anything you want to be (dreamer). This is life in its truest form.

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• Poetry

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• Publié par: Xlibris US
• Date de parution: 15 décembre 2016
• Nombre de lectures: 0
• EAN13: 9781524569211
• Langue: English
• Poids de l'ouvrage: 1 Mo

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Beginning to End
BY TAVARES MAURICE GILL, SR.

Copyright © 2016 by By Tavares Maurice Gill, Sr.
 
Library of Congress Control Number:
2016920733
ISBN:
Hardcover
978-1-5245-6923-5

Softcover
978-1-5245-6922-8

eBook
978-1-5245-6921-1
 
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Rev. date: 10/28/2022
 
 
 
 
 
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Contents
Chapter 1: Out of Sight
My Life
Truth
Eternal
2 Minds Think Alike
Simply
Silence
7 Souls
Stairs Without A Railing
Therapy
Free’ lance
Runaway Thoughts
Scrapbook 4175
In The Wind
Another Place
Creative Thoughts
Free
Expressions
Black Book
Distant Thoughts
Space Beyond
Chapter 2: Researched Relationships/ Wandering Heart Congested Love/ Misguided Emotions
L.P.N.
4 Ur Eyes YLNO
Touch
Bootee
Mrs. Butterwurth!!!
Unconditional Love Abuse
Will I Ever Find Love… Again
3 Phases Of Love
I Am
Love’s Sidewalk
Cradle
Particular Woman
Signature
Seasonal
Paralyzed Love
Secret Admire
Definition Of Our “Love”
Suffering
Beautiful Black Woman
Mother’s Day 2013
A Mother’s Pregnancy
A Mother’s Love For All Of Her “Children
The Center Of My Life
My Poster Baby Girl
Watching You
Light Of My Life
When You Need Me
Ur Kiss
Loving You
In My Mind
Gorgeous
Chapter 3: Over The Edge
Lost
I Know My Wurth: Scene From Black Ink…O’Shit
By Polar
Un-Certain
Gone?
Behind That Door
Why?
Mixed Emotions
Suicide Note!!!
Deceased
Addiction
Behind the crack pipe
Molested
Shrink
Drowning In My Own Misery
Can’t Trust My Own Thoughts
Staring Into A Pair Of Lonely Eyes
Sitting In A Dark Room
Worries
As a Child
No Way Out
Murder
Crying Out
In Search For My Truth
Nothing Else Mattered...Inspired By The Motion Picture: Antichrist
Closure In My Life
Chapter 4: Unknown
Misplaced Folders
Hate!!!
Letters Of Expressions
Unknown #1
Flashing Lights
Landmarks
Unknown #2
Nightlife
Out
10
Day Of Fun
Blu Skies
White Sandy Beach
You Came (To My Son)
Saturday Morning
Listen
Bus Station
My Bus Ride To Dallas, Texas
Strawberry Eyes…Inspired By The Motion Picture: Meet Joe Black
Her Spot
My Thirst
Who Him?
This Is
These Shoes
Direction
Never-Ending Story
Chapter 5: Higher Power
Called
Jesus
My Pryer
I’m Ready For Heaven
Daily Bread
Here
He Took My Place
I Am That Voice!!!
Spoke
I Read
Wonderful

In loving memory of Tameshia Gill And Talena Walker so deeply missed You will and is forever in our mist

This book is to encourage to make a difference in someone life near or distant, you’re not alone. I dedicate these Poems to the Un-Heard Voices and the Lost Souls. Remember that you’re not alone!!!
Remember that there’s someone is suffering and walking the same path as you, or has walked it and overcame it.
Dedication
I dedicate this Artwork to my Family and Friend that stood by me also those that gave me extended encouragement,
Thank You…
Chapter One Out of Sight
My Life
Take any page out of my life what do you get; you receive a happiness, a fullness, a completed circle, a center of joy that fill many areas.
…but in the meanwhile turn the page and glimpse at the next chapter.
…open your mind.
….expand your thoughts, as you figure out the messages that are revealed within the blank space
Truth
Truth is found in my deepest thoughts,
In the back of the brain is where it is kept, and captured
My truth lies where the beginnings are stored
Eternal
Tears of pain roll down my face
Showers of my cry darkens the world
Standing in a pool
Of sorrow/
Daydreaming of being connected 2 the sky.
Stars symbolize inner-peace.
My body and my Soul
Are 1
With-in
These
Pages
Of
My
Note book
2 Minds Think Alike
One thought goes left
The other moves right until both meet in the middle,
Which often times becomes one decision
When two or more heads come together the better the batter taste
The wilder of an idea the sweeter the plan become, as long
As 2 minds think alike and when a thought becomes a vision and the vision becomes a realization and the same realization turned into your reality, that is when you knew something special just presented itself and the foundation became forever sealed
Simply
You know it is just that simple but we make it so, hard. Life choices are what we got to live with but yet it is still just so simple. Time and time again we go through a crisis when it doesn’t have to be better yet we still continue to take advantage.…for some reason or another we all tend to place ourselves in the middle of our own time change....when your emotions seem very impossible to get through remember all your mishaps is really what it is; a situation just that, simple.
Silence
Wind blowing in the mist of thunder/rain
Rain drops slide down the smooth surface of a clear widow
Tree branches swings from side to side,
Back and forth,
Up and down,
Round and round
…then back 2 a 90 degree angle,
Equip with a sharp tip
Frightening leaves shivers
-Because of –
Becoming a witness to this nightfall
Hearing the sounds of Owls crying which echoes in the shadows
Of the crippling fog that passes over a stream of h20 which travels over the Pavement
7 Souls
7 Souls walked on an Un-even path but walked a different journey. As the wind blows dirt in my Direction, I just saw many predictions inside of this tiny sand storm. The more I had seen the sooner I didn’t want to see any longer. If I were blind I would be fine with that because it is better not to see then to have my eyes be a witness to the things I just saw…guess what I still would not been able to turn the other way. In those grueling acts I was forced to look at those 7 Souls being tortured in 7 different ways, 7 Souls sliced and thrown every which way but in front. 4 out of 7 Souls are being hung upside, downward, and the other 3 Souls tied sideways. I never seen but heard. I felt and then I had no choice but to vision all of those 7 Souls suffering…all of a sudden I heard a voice and the voice said if your Soul isn’t part of the seven; your soul could never Imagine or endure such torment.
Stairs Without A Railing
The devil Is holding my hand through the fire and my entire life has been surrounded by crime
My family doesn’t give a fuck about me, most of all,
                                                        My friends are phony
My life seems so miserable,
                            Nothing in it is pleasant
So what should I do,
                    Is the question I ask?
The only thing I know,
                    The only thing I came up with,
Is to continue
            To