Find My Mind

Iniquitous

Description

Many people will most likely relate to this book as it covers some dark truths about not only ourselves, but the world we currently live in. I pour my heart out into this book on where my mind is and what kind of thoughts my mind tends to feed me throughout the day. Every dark moment that I go through has been captured into this very book that led me to lose my mind.
Find My Mind is not just a book.
It’s a message
It’s an experience
And it’s a story.

Sujets

• Vie de famille
• Relations familiales
• Poetry
• Mystery
• Dark

Informations

• Publié par: AuthorHouse UK
• Date de parution: 13 octobre 2022
• Nombre de lectures: 0
• EAN13: 9781728375724
• Langue: English
• Poids de l'ouvrage: 1 Mo

Extrait

Find My Mind
A COLLECTION OF DEEP HEARTED POETRY BASED ON TRAUMA, PROBLEMS AND CONSEQUENCES OF LIFE
INIQUITOUS


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Published by AuthorHouse 09/29/2022
 
ISBN: 978-1-7283-7573-1 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-7283-7574-8 (hc)
ISBN: 978-1-7283-7572-4 (e)
 
Library of Congress Control Number: 2022918098
 
 
 
 
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Contents
Opening of the Tunnel
The Mask
What You Don’t Know
Trust to Damage
Walk Past My Pain
Loneliness
Wasted
Growing Up Sucks
Won’t Do the Same for Me
Missed Conceptions
The All seeing
Thank You. Yours Sincerely, Zak
Hatred to Myself
It’s Them Not You
Today
Chapter of Pain
The News
Deepest Thoughts (Part 1)
Find My Mind
The Cycle
Numb
Myself/ Conversation with Myself
Deepest Thoughts (Part 2)
The Fragile Heart
Conversation with Myself (Part 2)
The Distraction of Reality
People Just Like Me
Fell Again
Untaken Advice
Outside Point of View
You Chose him
Inescapable
Left Me Bleeding
Let Down
Don’t Worry
Revenge
Demons
Pushed Away
Black Heart
No One
Well Deserved
More Harm Than Good
Life’s True Identity
Knife to my Heart
No One Makes Sense Anymore
No One No More
Hell Disguised As Heaven
Earth’s Dead
Deepest Thoughts (Part3)
Pleasure of Death
Life is War
The System
Unfazed
Small Achievements Mean Everything
Blame Myself
Cut Me Off
‘Good’ Bye
What’s Reality?
Failure’s Best Friend
Successes’ Worst Enemy
Luckiness’ Mutual Associate
The Woman and the Cigarette
Watch How the World Crumbles
A Call From the Future
After I’m Dead
Find Your Mind
Born to Disappoint
Hurt and a Pleasure
The “Bright Side”
A Shoulder to Cry On
Appreciate the Moment
Find My Mind (Part 2)
2022
Breaking Silence/Pain Into Pleasure
Failure is Waiting for Me
Second Chances
Only Myself
There I Go
Move On But Can’t Forget
So Heartless
Lies
I Miss Your Lies
Will I Have My Time?
Silence
I’m Not Who You Think I Am
Much More to Say
People Like Me
Confidence
Cries of Happiness
Why Just Why?
Thinking
Cruel People
Beautiful Souls
The Moment
What Happens Now?
Empty-handed
One Day
Two-faced
Insecurities
My Point of View
They All Go in the End
I Surrender, You Have Won
The Light at the End of the Tunnel (End)
Finally
Opening of the Tunnel
Hello
Welcome to my deepest and most melancholic thoughts. I welcome and greet you to step inside this book to see and experience exactly what I always think about on a regular basis and what kind of messages my mind tends to feed me throughout the day. You will see the cryptic universe that my mind has created from bad and terrible experiences. Do not be frightened, concerned, or worried for me.
This is normal for me.
Get ready and step inside the mindset of my very own.
Don’t get lost in it.
Enjoy.


The Mask

Cover it up cover the tears
And pain behind the smiles and laughs.
Don’t dangle that mask too much off your face
You might expose your real emotions.
Come back from the outside world
Remove the mask that’s glued onto your face.
Look at how much they missed
Look at how much they judged.
They don’t know how much you’re holding in
Until you had enough and blow up your feelings to their face.
You tell me why should I express my thoughts
When everyone will see me as a different person.
That’s why keeping the mask on my face
Will not expose my real identification.
it will not expose the true feelings i have inside
Shifting past all these soulless creatures
Not knowing the heavy amount of inner darkness I carry.
What You Don’t Know
You assume I have a lavish amazing lifestyle
While I’m privately suffering for that exact life you expect of me.
I’m fighting for the life I want
While you blush over the life I have.
Why would I express my pain to you?
When I know expressing myself is the expansion of problems.
Trust to Damage
Never open up to anyone, as the information that they may receive will be transformed into a method of hurting and damaging your well-being.
Walk Past My Pain
Just walk past me as the others do
It’s not like you have anything to give anyway.
Seems as if I’m a ghost in a human worldly life
They have no reconciliation of me whatsoever.
You don’t need to care
Just live the life you have
While I live mine.

Loneliness
All these families, friends, money, communications, relationships and yet the loneliness still lies within. The only thing that lies at the end of the day is my regrets, sadness and failures. Knowing i can’t do anything to change it as everything I do always equals me to my very exact same spot, as each and everyday goes past my useless life I question and hate the man in the mirror more and more.