From Heartbreak Darkness to Move on Light

Hazem Sultan

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If you are in love, you need to read this book. If you wanna know how to treat your beloved one, Or how to be treated by your beloved one, you need to read this book. If you broke up and wanna move on easily, you need to read this book. If you want your beloved one feel more loved, you need to read this book.

Informations

• Publié par: Austin Macauley
• Date de parution: 29 avril 2022
• Nombre de lectures: 1
• EAN13: 9789948825487
• Langue: English

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From Heartbreak Darkness to Move on Light
Hazem Sultan
Austin Macauley Publishers
2022-04-29
From Heartbreak Darkness to Move on Light About the Author Dedications Copyright Information © She Was a Shy Girl A Great Man Falls in Love Last Date She Said I’m Sorry Break Up Moments A Unique Poem The Warm Sun-Rays Her Touch Cures Me Charming Eyes When She Smiles I Loved You in Your Worst It’s Only You I Crave Your Breath The Breeze Is Like Her Message to My Beloved My Sweetie After Break Up How Hard Missing You Don’t Feel the Fear My Pretty Flower I Miss Our Mixed Breaths Burning Feeling Don’t Leave Me Still Grateful I Over-Loved You A Platonic Love Busy Loving You I’m Grateful to Your Pains Your Memories Have Boundaries How Foolish I Was I’m Homeless I’m in Pieces Why Did You Come? When You Left I’ve My Life Behind the Screen Silence Noise My Lost Love Came Back Message to My Favorite Person My Right to Know We Don’t Talk Anymore Scared Sunrise and Sunset I’ve Tried Lost You Inside Me Love Fee How Hard Mindset’s Island Lost in My Head You Are My Home I’m Sick Lost My Breath Made Me Blind First Place Never Apologize for How You Feel Nothing Is Possible That Is the Life Message to the Ex Are You Okay? She’s Great They Asked Me Darkness’ Love First Date To Be Happy With You or No Waiting for You No Longer She Said I’m Sorry Again I Will Meet You Halfway Why Are You Stuck? One Call from Her Destroyed My Healing Process I Crave You Escaping Your Fault, Your Regret Heart’s Protestation Pursuing Me Forgiveness Isn’t Forever A Real Honest Message to My Ex Love You, Don’t Like You Anymore Wrong Person It Was a Mistake How Long Could You Wait for Someone? Stop Being Stuck Our Feeling, Our Leader Struggling with Heartbreak Life’s Journey New Love Advices Soul and Spirit Last Message to My Ex Brief of the Love Game My Final Advice to You All Is to Be Honest
About the Author
Hazem Sultan was born in 1985, in Egypt, and graduated from faculty of engineering in 2007. He shifted to U.A.E. in 2007, where he remains till now.
Dedications
To my parents, with love, who taught me how to be kind and forgive anyone who hurts me, they taught me that forgiveness is power and will provide peace to my life, taught me to do the thing that makes me happy; and writing this book really makes me happy. Writing this book is like discharging from my mind all the negative thoughts and the bad feelings that affect me, due to the bad experiences that I went through in the last five years. To my ex, Lina, and because heartbreak isn’t only in love, I dedicate this book to everyone that has given me lessons in life.
Copyright Information ©
Hazem Sultan 2022
The right of Hazem Sultan to be identified as author of this work has been asserted by the author in accordance with Federal Law No. (7) of UAE, Year 2002, Concerning Copyrights and Neighboring Rights.
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ISBN – 9789948825494 – (Paperback)
ISBN – 9789948825487 – (E-Book)
Application Number: MC-10-01-9462129
Age Classification: E
First Published 2022
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True love story
Life will always surprise us, life will always surprise us in so many ways, ways we never imagined before that we could take it. Before writing this book, I never imagined that I will go through that kinda relationship. I lived my whole life before in my own peace far away from that thoughts of relationship. It was tough life without love but everything was happening was my choice. Now I live life that does not belong to me; now I do things I never imagined that I would do it one day; now I live with half mind and without heart, yes my heart isn’t with me. You will be the strongest person ever if you lived without heart and I wish if I can be that person. But that wasn’t what I meant when I told you, I live without heart. I meant that she took my heart, she took my heart far away from me. She didn’t take my heart to care of it and I wish if she did, but she took my heart but everything our hearts can feel is remains. She took my heart to hurt me every day and every hour and every moment. She took my heart and monitored me so when she sees me surviving, she stabs me again in my heart using a cold knife to remind me that I don’t have the right to live, and to remind me that happiness had created for any one on this planet except me. She took my heart and stayed in its place inside of me and never left me, I always feel her inside me whispering to me. She is whispering to me that she owned me; she owned my mind and owned my life even, yes she owned my life. Where is that life I can’t see it; I can’t see myself even because all I see is her and only her. All I feel is her and only her; all I care of is her and only her. I had forgotten myself because of her and that’s my life now.
One day I thought that I have no feelings because of the tough life that I was living, but life surprised me again when I shocked by the vast waves of feelings and the vast waves of love that I lavished her by. Life surprised me when it forced me to write this book between your hands now. Writing this book was never in my plan. To write this book wasn’t easy but it helped me to over all those bad feelings that I went through, every single word written here is my own real feelings.
She Was a Shy Girl
Lina was a beautiful girl. She was in her year 16s, and lived in Venice, Italy.
She was really so shy girl, and every day she was hearing new stories about heartbreaks from people around her, she heard stories no one can imagine it which like someone left his girlfriend or his wife after a beautiful love story and after eight or ten years relationship, that made her so scared to go through any relationship and that made her built so many walls and castles to protect her feelings, she was so scared to be broken. 💔
She was so shy because she was a sensitive girl and she shouldn’t be in this world; this world is full of hurt, pains, offenses, and breakups. She belonged to another world; another world that could feel her sensitivity, another world could protect her fragile feelings.
Her shyness was her strength, those feelings made her pretend that she was strong, and her pretense gave her the power to protect herself from everyone in this world. She avoided everyone who tried to be close to her. She was waiting for someone who would be from the other world that she was belonged to, for the one who would treat her as if she is dreaming because that one she was waiting for comes to us only in our dreams in this cruel world but she has had the faith that she would meet him one day, waiting for the one that she would treat him like a king and he would treat her like a queen and she really deserve that treating as a queen from the one who would match her soul and emotions.
But because of that, she sank in her loneliness; there were so many people around her but she still felt lonely because she was emotionally too.
She remembered the one person who tried harder to be close to her; that one tried more than anyone can expect. Her mind whispered to her heart, telling Please let me give him a chance, maybe he is the one that you’re waiting for. Her mind convinced her heart to deal with him because he was still trying to be close. She accepted him as a friend, day after day she allowed him to be close, he was damn happy with her and day after day they became closer.
She started to feel him more and she gave him her feelings and all of her emotions became only for him; everything she had, she gave to him because she fell in his love and all the walls that she built to protect herself became the same walls she used to try to protect them both from the outside world. She didn’t want to lose him, he became her world, she gave to him every real feeling that any girl can give to her beloved one,, she loved him truly. She stayed with him for five years and gave him everything she had, she was thinking about their future, because it’s been a while they are together, wondering when will they get married? What were his plans? The trauma is he didn’t have any plan; he was just enjoying his life with her, he didn’t want to marry her and he acted like he was shocked from her asking, then.
Day after day, his pretend passion for her started to fade, she didn’t know why did he do that?, she loved him. she was shocked.
She loved him truly because everything she felt was real. Everything she felt with him was real as she was a real girl, she never pretended anything with anyone. Before meeting him, she had a real protection that she has built to protect her feelings and now she had real feelings to him, and now she lost her real protection when she loved him, and that’s because of him, and now she lost him also, no, she didn’t lose him, he was the one who lost her but she lost herself either, she lost everything she had except her real feelings for him still remains with her and she couldn’t get rid of those real feelings.
She was wondering, “ How could I handle my life now with these feelings without the one I had these feelings for?” Her mind was spinning and wondering, ”What happened? ” She was replying to herself, “Am I changed” or “was he changed” and that own conversation had ended with that she didn’t change but unfortunately he was the one that changed. He didn’t love her, he just loved the di