Holy Chaos

Amanda Henderson

Description

Daily living - and loving - in our fraught and deeply divided world can be disorienting, unpredictable, exhausting, and scary. How do we find peace in the midst of the chaotic spaces? Connection in the midst of division? Healing in the midst of suffering?In Holy Chaos, interfaith leader, activist, and pastor Amanda Henderson reflects on the core principles of rooting down, embracing fear, engaging curiosity, showing up, accepting our brokenness, finding joy in each other, and letting go to chart a way forward with integrity and love.

Sujets

• Philosophie et théologie
• Political science of religion
• Ecumenism

Informations

• Publié par: Chalice Press
• Date de parution: 19 mai 2020
• Nombre de lectures: 0
• EAN13: 9780827215177
• Langue: English
• Poids de l'ouvrage: 2 Mo

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Amanda Henderson

“Our best hope as we navigate the realities of a divided and highly polarized world is to find a love, listen, and collaborate across faith and politics not just despite our differences but because we know we need each other. Amanda Henderson is the perfect voice for these tumultuous times. With on the ground experience and the kind of leadership we desperately need for a better future, she offers us tangible ways to do our own inner work, bridge divides, and embody healthy change our world desperately needs.Holy Chaosis the perfect book for individuals and communities who want to not only learn but transform that learning into action.”—Kathy Escobar, co-pastor o The Reuge and author oPractîcîng: Changîng Yoursel to Change the World

“I wish I could go back twenty years in time and give myself a copy of Amanda Henderson’s beautiful new book,Holy Chaos.It would have saved me so many mistakes. It would have inspired me to take worthwhile risks. It would have comforted me when the work of peace-making and justice-seeking seemed terribly hard. I’m so glad this book is now available for you, because we need you, right now, to become an agent in the holy work of building connections in these divisive times.”—Brîan D. McLaren, author/speaker/actîvîst

“Amanda Henderson is a wise and generous teacher. She draws from her own experiences as pastor, activist, and (most importantly) family member to show us all that every moment is an opportunity for building relationships. In these fractured times, no one is more cherished than someone who can help us put the pieces back together. I am blessed to know her and learn from her.”—Jack Moîne, presîdent, ïnteraîth Aîance

“Gracefully written, this book is a documented guide that leads its readers through a mix of religion and politics, fear and love, diversity and unity, poetry and prose, diversity and cooperation, defeat and joy, surprisingly opening readers’ minds to the insightful interaction of what at first glance seem to be contradictions. With unique skill, the author draws from multiple religions not to highlight differences or peddle ideologies but to introduce life-enhancing wisdom helpful for everybody.”—C. Weton Gaddy, presîdent emerîtus, ïnteraîth Aîance; pastor emerîtus, Northmînster Church; host,State o Belîeradîo program

“There are many ways to live our lives; by far the most powerful and dangerous is to live vulnerably. And this is precisely whyHoly Chaosis both powerful and dangerous. Amanda not only invites us toward vulnerability but makes herself vulnerable on every page of this book. In doing so, she invites us to live this kind of life, and reveals this is fertile soil for us to come together, across our pain and difference, to pursue peace and justice.”—Mîchae Hîdago, ead pastor, Denver Communîty Church, author oChangîng Faîth: Questîons, Doubts and Choîces about the Unchangîng God

“If you have ever experienced chaos in your world, community, family, or your own heart, Amanda Henderson’s wise book is for you. She offers no easy answers, rather telling stories about her own and others’ experiences and inviting reflection on the holiness of our messy lives.Holy Chaosis a necessary book for these divisive times.”—Jane E. Vennard, spîrîtua dîrector and author oFully Awake and Truly Alîve: Spîrîtual Practîces to Nurture Your Soul

“Amanda Henderson’sHoly Chaosis a powerful guide for people of faith who are perplexed by the challenges of our age and wondering how we might respond in impactful ways. Drawing on her stories and expertise as a pastor and community organizer, Henderson has written a book chock-full of practical insights and provocative invitations to create holy chaos in our communities to bring about the healing and redemption that our world so desperately longs for. This book is required reading for every community of faith seeking to make an impact in their world!”—Brandan Robertson, ead pastor o Mîssîon Gatherîng Chrîstîan Church, San Dîego, and author oTrue Inclusîon: Creatîng Communîtîes o Radîcal Embrace

“Never has the release of a book been so well timed. As people of faith navigate the turbulent waters of our nation’s politics, it is helpful to have a guide that can bring us safely into harbor without sacrificing our souls. Amanda Henderson has not only studied the waters, but has braved them herself, leaping head first into the deep end of faith and politics. Whether she is in the capitol in a clergy collar standing against unjust systems or in a T-shirt and jeans passing out PBJ’s to our homeless brothers and sisters, Rev. Henderson lives her faith. ReadHoly Chaos, and you will be better at living yours as well.”—Jerry Hershîps, ounder o AterHours Denver, author oLast Call and Rogue Saînts

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Prelude, in the Midst

Contents

1. IStillLove You: Getting to the Heart of the Matter

2. First Things First: Seeking to Understand

3. Rootbound: Taking Time to Think

4. “I Can’t Breathe”: Seeing Fear

5. Embracing Curiosity: Wonder as an Act of Justice

6. Showing Up: Friendship as a Political Act

7. Broken: Messing Up

8. Cultivating Joy: Dance, Regardless

9. Letting Go, Holding On: What About My Family?

10. It Takes a Village: Building Community

Conclusion: In It for the Long Haul

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Prelude

In the Midst The morning after the 2016 presidential election, I sat, like so many others, feeling shock and deep concern for the future of our country and for my children. That same morning my father was scheduled for surgery. I was to meet my parents at the hospital two miles from my house at 8:00 a.m. I knew my parents were happy about the election results; they had the hats to prove it. I was heartbroken. I didn’t understand how my mother, a strong independent woman who has always judged a man’s character by his marital fidelity and treatment of women (to the point of refusing to watch movies with stars who have mistreated their wives), could vote for a person with such a horrific track record with women. I was baffled that my father, a life-long computer and science guy who values facts, could give a pass to the lies and science denial coming from the new President. Throughout the campaign season, we had spent many hours together in crowded hospital rooms, rotating between uncomfortable chairs and a pull-out bed. We had unfortunately gotten into heated debates about presidential politics, and I was not interested in reliving that tension on this day. On this painful morning I knew I needed to bracket my emotions about the election and focus on caring for my parents by being present and compassionate. So when I awoke, I rolled over and sent my mother a text message letting her know I was upset about the election, was not ready to talk about it, and instead wanted to focus my energy on Dad’s healing. My parents respected my wishes; they, too, felt

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