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Date de parution | 05 mars 2015 |
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EAN13 | 9781478755524 |
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Narcissistic Predicaments
A Biblical Guide To Navigating The Schemes, Snares, And No-Win Situations Unique To Abusive Families
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Copyright © 2010 Sister Renee Pittelli
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In every asylum, there are always some who really don’t belong there…
This book is dedicated to all our normal, loving family members
With whom we shared so many good times…
Who gave us a ray of hope
And an island of stability to cling to in the angry seas of our chaotic childhoods…
Who gave us the priceless gift of happy memories…
Who blessed our lives with their presence…
And who have gone before us
To that great land where we’ll never grow old:
My Gramps Mike
Mama Rose
Grandma Far-Away Lena
Grandma Maria
Cousin Tony
Aunt Florrie
Uncle Petey
Matty
Uncle Jimmy
Willie
Uncle Dick
Uncle Mario
Dotty
Uncle Lawrence
Aunt Lena
Godmother Marie
Aunt Eunice
Uncle Joe
Until we meet again….
Thank you.
Contents
Introduction: Always A Losing Proposition: Dondi's Story And Babette's Story
Chapter 1. Is God Really Telling Us To Honor Abusive Parents?
Chapter 2. Forgiveness: Does It Matter If The Offender Is A “Born-Again Christian?”
Chapter 3. If You Say There Is No Forgiveness Without Repentance In The Bible, Then What About “Father, Forgive Them; For They Know Not What They Do?”
Chapter 4. Different Degrees Of Reconciliation: Go With Your Comfort Level
Chapter 5. Promises, Promises: Working In The Family Business Or Being Promised To Inherit It
Chapter 6. But I’m A Mother, Too! The Mother’s Day And Father’s Day Dilemmas
Chapter 7. The Preemptive Strike: Kissing Up To Your Spouse, Or Trying To Get Rid Of Him
Chapter 8. The Devil’s Advocate: Handling The Family Meddler .…Oops, I Mean “Peacemaker”
Chapter 9. Can One Person’s Apology Make Amends For Other People’s Behavior? Or, If You Make Up With Your Mother, Does That Automatically Include The Relatives Who Took Her Side Against You?
Chapter 10. Cutting Ties: Knowing When It’s Time To Walk Away
Chapter 11. No Contact 101 And Hoovering 101
Chapter 12. Special Delivery: The Surprise Package Of Decades-Old Junk
Chapter 13. Just When You Thought It Was Safe To Put Up The Christmas Tree: The Strange Phenomenon Of The Surprise Pre-Holiday Contact
Chapter 14. Should I Let My Estranged Relatives Have Contact With My Children?
Chapter 15. Weddings, Birthdays, Anniversaries, And Other Big Events
Chapter 16. But If I Don’t Stick Around, Then Who Will Take Care Of My Abusive Mother In Her Old Age?
Chapter 17. The Deathbed Dilemma: Visiting An Estranged Relative In The Hospital
Chapter 18. When Your Estranged Relative Dies: Condolences, Obituaries, And Going To The Funeral
Chapter 19. Enforcing Consequences Is Not The Same As Taking Revenge
Chapter 20. What About “Love Your Enemies?”
Chapter 21. Receiving And Recognizing A Word From The Lord
Epilogue: Finding Peace In Your Life: Reflections On Twelve Years Of No Contact
ALSO BY Sister Renee Pittelli
The Family Freeloader
Introduction Always A Losing Proposition
DONDI’S STORY
When I was five years old I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. I was told I made medical history at the time. While I was recovering from surgery and a long hospitalization, my loving Aunt Florrie gave me a puppy from her dog’s litter. I named my little black and white spaniel mix Dondi, after a popular comic strip character. My grandfather always read the “funny pages” to me, and Dondi was one of his favorites.
Dondi and I bonded instantly and he was my companion during my recovery. I have many warm memories of taking walks with him and my beloved Gramps around our Brooklyn neighborhood and in Highland Park, where my grandfather taught me how to convince Dondi to walk on a leash. Gramps was a kind and gentle soul who loved animals and helped me care for Dondi.
When I was seven, my birth-parents bought a house in the suburbs and we moved out of Gramp’s house. My parents were not what you would call responsible pet owners. They didn’t walk Dondi- they just let him run loose. They didn’t neuter him, so he wound up in a lot of dog fights. They never took him to the vet. They just left me to patch him up as best as I could with whatever supplies I could find around the house. Dondi always knew I would help him, and every time he got hurt he would come to me and stand patiently while I tried to fix him up. Once, he got his dew claw caught in his chain collar and ripped it out. There was blood everywhere and it must have been very painful. But still my parents did not take him to the vet. I was only eight years old, but I did the best I could to stop the bleeding with paper napkins and patch him up with Band-Aids.
Whenever I played outside, Dondi was my faithful guardian. He was just a little guy, but he stuck by me. One time I was shakily riding a new, very tall bike down the street with Dondi trotting along behind me, and a neighbor’s boy came after me with a stick, trying to knock me off my bike. I was terrified of falling and yelled at the boy to get away from me while he tried to poke the stick through my spokes. Dondi nipped him on the butt, and he ran off.
Soon the boy’s parents arrived at my house to complain to my parents. My birth-father proceeded to give me a beating in front of the neighbors, while I cried that their son was chasing me with a stick and trying to knock me off my bike, and that Dondi had only protected me. The neighbors seemed to take pity on me. I don’t think they expected my father to beat me, and they seemed quite shocked when he did. Their attitude changed immediately. They insisted their son wasn’t hurt and it wasn’t a big deal. But they did want Dondi observed by a vet for rabies, since my parents let him run free and had never gotten him his shots.
My parents had no concern for my safety or how badly I might have been hurt if I fell off my bike. I could have broken an arm, suffered a head injury, or knocked all my teeth out. You’d think they would have given Dondi a steak dinner for saving their child from being injured. He was doing his little doggie job, defending the children in his family. Instead, I remember my father throwing him in the car to go to the vet and my mother screaming “Leave him there! Don’t bring him home again! I don’t want him here anymore! Get rid of him!” I was hysterical, begging and crying so hard I couldn’t catch my breath. “Please, please don’t get rid of him. He was only trying to protect me! He didn’t do anything wrong! He saved me!” I was in an absolute panic, and they did nothing to calm me or reassure me. They just kept yelling at me, as if this entire episode was my fault, and threatening that Dondi would not be coming home.
Looking back, I can’t believe this whole cruel and dreadful scene, which was actually pretty typical of hundreds of other scenes throughout my childhood. Who in