Le regard du fils

Gilbert Boillot

Description

Ce récit est une chronique familiale qui raconte aussi une histoire personnelle. Au long de sa vie, le regard qu'un fils porte sur sa famille évolue selon ses besoins de libération et de références. L'auteur a été attentif à ce changement de vision, devenant au fil des pages et des années, observateur de lui-même mais aussi de sa tribu.

Sujets

• Romans
• Littérature
• Nouvelles
• Harmattan Littérature

Informations

• Publié par: L'Harmattan
• Date de parution: 01 février 2012
• Nombre de lectures: 35
• EAN13: 9782296483569
• Langue: Français
• Poids de l'ouvrage: 2 Mo

Extrait

© L’Harmattan, 2012 5-7, rue de l’Ecole polytechnique, 75005 Paris http://www.librairieharmattan.com [e-mail] [e-mail] ISBN : 978-2-296-56820-4 EAN : 9782296568204

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