A Peace of Me And Me

Nima Shiningstar-El, Dr. Silent Owl

Description

            Every so often when life gets out of control, you read a book. The trouble is that, sometimes you can't tell the difference between the book and yourself. Some people lives are in the realm where reality and fiction bump heads too often. 

            For life is energy and make sure you travel within your own path, for you were appointed.  And, if not, that strength is wasted on meaningless circumstances.  So as life journeys on, pain and misery continues, consequently, gladness do evolve, still poetry is and will be an inner pulse for the human soul. 

We carry on to write and remain as we rise, because “The Blues” may be a song, but by no means a fulfilled story.  This occurrence of our peace of “music” will persevere to stir in our souls forevermore.  For we inscribe for righteousness and clarity of thought.

These writings are an extraction of our thoughts concerning affection and distress, truth and unconventional feelings, equanimity, pleasure and disappointments, longsuffering and forgiveness, benevolence and goodwill, disillusionment and gratification, abhorrence and adoration, consternation and concerns, and imagination and dreams.  These letters of passion are in hope to give thought provoking thoughts to our readers, of how we choose to walk with our daily lives, and how we behave towards our equal selves, meaning all mankind. 

Where as, material things may seem to separate us, but in actuality tells the genuine story of how we are all akin.  Accordingly, read and enjoy, but remember that all life is valuable and worthy of love.  Now, do your best and give your most excellent service to all mankind with inclusive and undamaged uprightness.  For every good gift should be performed within the very nature it was given. 

 

Sujets

• Poetry

Informations

• Publié par: AuthorHouse
• Date de parution: 07 avril 2008
• Nombre de lectures: 0
• EAN13: 9781467860451
• Langue: English

Extrait

A Peace of Me And Me
by
Dr. Silent Owl and Nima Shiningstar-El

 
 
 
 
 
AuthorHouse™
1663 Liberty Drive, Suite 200       
Bloomington, IN 47403
www.authorhouse.com
Phone: [phone]
 
 
 
 
 
 
© 2008 Dr. Silent Owl and Nima Shiningstar-El. All rights reserved.
 
 
No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.
 
First published by AuthorHouse 4/1/2008
 
ISBN: 978-1-4678-6045-1 (ebk)
ISBN: 978-1-4343-6655-9 (sc)
 
 
 
 
Printed in the United States of America
Bloomington, Indiana
 
Contents
PART 1  
Today  
Don’t Cry For Me  
Sympathy  
Missing You  
My Demise  
Nino’s Sung  
Dealers Athen  
From My Heart 2 Yours  
Pour Out A Little Liquor  
There Was A Time  
Birthday Boy  
Demonic Love  
My Walls  
Anytime  
Take The Time  
You  
I Find Myself  
What U Said & What U Did  
Aint Even  
Night Crawler  
Come With Me  
Nights That Never Were  
Come Over  
So Now What?  
What’s Up  
Some Of Our Stories  
Cry For My People  
Who Am I  
Strung Soul,  
Untitled  
Assault Against The Queen  
My Hood  
Fun In The Sun  
Waterice Man  
How  
I Love You  
Poetry  
Find  
Love Called  
Here We Are  
Him  
Show  
Trying  
A True Man  
As Fine As You Are  
Your Smile  
Waiting Game  
Dream  
Just Wanting To Hold You  
Hey Pop  
Dear Daddy  
Fists  
Fear  
My Home  
Diary Of A Dead Man  
The Plot  
Whispers  
Ghetto Celebrity  
Demetrius  
I Wish  
Thought  
Lets Not Lie  
Young Love  
Why I Weep  
Some Day  
Payback  
Ghetto Life  
A Love Letter To Sesh’mu  
When  
I Need  
Suffer  
Hell On Earth  
Hold  
Rocket Ship  
Be Still  
Free  
Miss Lady  
So Real  
Love  
Stop Trippin  
Damn  
So Many Questions  
Sho Nuff  
Rip That Shit  
Visual, Demon  
Remember  
No Time For Me  
What Does It Mean T U Be Black?  
My Baby  
Sh-- Happens  
Whats Next  
My Potential  
Closet  
This Is Us  
Dope Man  
Grabble Robber  
Secrets  
My Right  
This Love  
Furthermore  
PART 2  
Dedication Page  
A Day In The Way  
A Long Day  
Abrupt  
Acid  
Alone  
Alone In A Strange Land  
Anchor  
As I Hold You  
Because He Lives  
Because U-R-U  
Being Carried  
Being For Real  
Cabala  
Colors  
Come Back Home  
Confusion  
Dear Exit,  
Dear Friend,  
Dear Inter-Joy,  
Dear Whom  
Dearest One  
Did God Move?  
Don’t Give Up  
Don’t Leave  
Dr. Love,  
Escape  
“Eyez”  
Focus  
Forever, You & I  
Friendhship-Sadness  
Give The Sun A-day  
Giving Thanks  
Growth  
Harmony  
Here And Now  
Holy  
How  
Hurting Ways  
I Love You Tif,  
I Try To Understand  
In my Heart  
In My Mind (Confusion)  
In My Shoes  
In This Dream  
In You  
In Your Time  
It’s In My Heart  
Just Imagine  
Just In Love  
Just Sex  
A letter to GOD with Pain  
Missing You  
Missing U  
More Confusion  
My Dungeon  
My Footsteps  
My Journey  
My Prayer  
My Queen  
My Storm  
My Wounds  
Not Sure  
Nothing to Hold On, But  
Nsydju  
One Life To Live  
Only U  
Only You  
Only  
Open Arms  
Passion  
Precious One  
Remembering  
Running From Me  
Seasons Change  
Seduction  
Share  
Share My World  
Sorry  
State of Mind  
Submission  
Take Care  
Tears On You  
The First Class  
The First Hit  
The Masquerade  
The Real You  
Thinking  
This Day  
This One  
Three Chairs  
To My Baby:  
Together Forever  
Try Again  
Un-Brake My Heart  
Violation  
Waiting  
Wanting You  
Watch  
What Reason  
Who Am I  
Why Not!  
Window  
With My Heart  
Within  
Within You  
About The Authors  
 
 
PART 1  
 

 
Today  
I missed you today
I wished I could talk to you,
Just then you brushed against my cheeks
And you did what you always did; whisper a silly joke that I didn’t get; yet I smiled.
Just then we rode the wind like we did when we were little.
 
Just then I looked up and saw two clouds playing tag.
As I prepared to drop a tear,
The wind blew a little harder and pushed it back into nonexistence,
Just then you posed for one more picture.
 
And as I sit and daydream I realize that you are still with me,
So many years,
So many tears.
Never let them forget.
Not as long as I’m around
 
PS. talk to you soon
Don’t Cry For Me  
Wipe the tears from your eyes.
Don’t cry for me I’m still here.
I’m in a special place, where you go when you are sleep. In between sunrays and moonlit nights.
When you are doing wrong and something steers you right. You think it’s your conscious in your ear.
It is really me.
Just as you awaken I am fading away.
I watch over you while you sleep.
I will see you later.
The stars need to rest also.
Sympathy  
Last night I saw an angel.
I did. not know it just yet.
We would not have thought they would leave us yet. But today we all sit in and we wept.
Cursing our very souls and filled with regret. Who knows what the next day will bring.
Could be sadness.
Could be pain.
Could be sorrow.
We all live to the fullest on time borrowed.
Missing You  
Holidays coming around again.
I can’t help to wonder where you have been?
Prayers caught in my throat unable to speak.
My body starts to tremble and my soul is weak.
Uncle, remember we sat in front of Saturday cartoons? No milk but water on our Lorna Dunes.
Bill collectors at the front door.
Baby brother stretched out on the living room floor. Little brother running up the street just for fun. Your smile, nothing like it under the sun.
The streets turn boys into men real fast.
Living that life can’t last.
Family gatherings just ain’t the same.
Tears flow from my eyes when I speak your name. After each death thinking (God has let me down) Watching each one lowered into the ground.
On my knees praying that you are heaven bound. Thank you for the years of love and laughter. It’s hard to let go but I know I have to. Writing this I feel so blue.
I can’t change a damn thing.
But I’m truly missing you.
My Demise  
Each night I had a dream of my demise. Though they carried many weapons
Fear lived in their eyes.
We were together on a regular basis.
Yet, I could read deception in their faces. Down for whatever
Through all types of weather
We stood together.
How could they not get rid of me?
How could they continue to let me eat? Pushing the hottest thing on the street. Beating the baddest chicks in the sheets.
I know the rules and I continued to play. That’s why I took your man out that way. No thoughts
No plans
Just straight to the point
Me and my girl
Rubbed her --s and she began to spit No close calls but all direct hits
He was one of many but the most important one
My days now are numbered and that’s the way of the gun. I guess you know its time for me to go. No matinee but the last picture show.
Nino’s Sung  
I’m calling for you from this dark place I call home. My private ghetto where my soul is laid to rest.
You feel me reaching for you even. though I have taken my last breath. Creeping through your dreams on some Freddie Kruger --it.
Open the gateway and let my main man out.
I’m here for your soul, what do you think this is about? Didn’t think you would see me again?
Had the chance to pray to your god and you still wouldn’t repent. Hell opened up and I’m the one they sent.
Surprised to see me?
Karma baby.
It’s a part of this game.
On your knees and pray, you know my ---kin name!!!!!!!
Dealers Athen  
We rise and we fall
We answer the call
We make runs to the stash
We sleep on corners for the cash
We kill one another
Even if the other is our brother
We be arrogant
But we is street smart
Holding my gun don’t take heart
Some of us drive nice cars
We are ghetto SUPERSTARS
Often have to testify in front of a Grand
We lie on the witness stand
We go to the club and buy out the bar
All the chicks know who we are
We sleep with one eye open in the middle of the night We sleeps in our boots in case we need to take flight Four different cribs to hide the product
One main chick to bail us out when we get locked up
“I pledge allegiance to the dead presidents of the united states of america With liberty and justice as I see fit”
From My Heart 2 Yours  
So full of life one day.
Gone