The Tragedy of My Masterpiece

Tyrell Simon

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After years of serious study, college senior Ky Cooper decides to cut loose but is thwarted by his own internal struggles, being present for his beloved care-giver and the pressures of living within the loneliest generation.
What happens when a college student in his final semester has a premature midlife crisis when he realizes he has lived a life of all work and no play? Following a trusted professor’s advice, studious college senior Ky Cooper tries to let loose and enjoy his last weeks of school, but his efforts are complicated by his internal struggles with mental health, unresolved trauma, and faith, resulting in dire, unforeseen consequences.
The cynical but tolerant Ky draws up a meticulous world where the path least chosen reigns. It’s a place where the reserved character seems to dwell trouble-free. Crossing swords with the idea of abandoning his behavioral medication for religious purposes to appease others, Ky’s experience is a showcase of a young person trying to do their best.
The Tragedy of My Masterpiece is a dark tale which snapshots what modern-day college life is like for the loneliest popular generation of all time. Embark on a difficult journey wherein the demons of solitude, lust, and manipulation are confronted through the perspective of a young adult trying to slow the process of his unraveling perception of reality. Sift through alluring imagery and ravishing aesthetics while ingesting the raw and unhinged exchanges of these college-aged characters.

Sujets

• Fiction
• Suspense
• Thrillers

Informations

• Publié par: Archway Publishing
• Date de parution: 18 octobre 2022
• Nombre de lectures: 0
• EAN13: 9781665728485
• Langue: English

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THE TRAGEDY OF MY MASTERPIECE
TYRELL SIMON


Copyright © 2022 Tyrell Simon.
 
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This is a work of fiction. All of the characters, names, incidents, organizations, and dialogue in this novel are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
 
 
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Scripture taken from the King James Version of the Bible.
 
ISBN: 978-1-6657-2847-8 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-6657-2848-5 (e)
 
Library of Congress Control Number: 2022914972
 
 
Archway Publishing rev. date: 08/08/2022
CONTENTS
About the Author
Preface
Dedication
Warning
 
Chapter 1Genesis
Chapter 2Ascension
Chapter 3And Behold
Chapter 4Sukkot
Chapter 5Hosanna
Chapter 6Faith
Chapter 7My Father Is King
Chapter 8Garden of Eden
Chapter 9Model Citizen
Chapter 10Penance
Chapter 11Hubris
Chapter 12Transfiguration
Chapter 13Sanctification
Chapter 14Temptation
Chapter 15Testament
Chapter 16The Tragedy
Chapter 17The Masterpiece
Chapter 18Atonement
Chapter 19Gospel
Chapter 20Terminus
Chapter 21Anno Domini
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Tyrell Simon is a twenty-four-year-old African American college graduate and first-time author of a dark young adult/literary fiction. After starting the first chapter at the age of twenty-one, he decided to put the pen down after feeling he lacked the ability and experience to tell a cohesive story. A year later of being provoked by his own thoughts, this idea proved too strong for him to ignore. Growing up in New York City, he honed his observation skills from the hustle and bustle of daily life. Once again, coming back to the fold, the young author began to take the risk of writing an edgy tale. After months of dedication, he’s proven he has more than enough to say.
PREFACE
Thank you.
Thank you to the reader who took time out of their life to experience this book. It is truly a blessing. In life, we all go through ups and down’s but the point is to persevere. I wrote this book at a time of my life where I felt there was a calling for it. I wrote from the heart the best way I knew how. Sometimes the things you do aren’t for you. Sometimes it’s about the person it can affect. I hope this fictional story has found you in good graces. I hope you learned something and, most importantly, felt inspired. Maybe something in the book made you look in the mirror. To see yourself as what you need to be. Not what you want to be. I feel that we all have callings, and when we don’t listen to the call, that’s when we suffer. Success isn’t about proving to anything to others. The hardest critic you have is yourself. Once you find your way and prove to yourself, you are doing what you need to do, that’s when you’re truly successful. This all started as an idea that somehow manifested itself into your hands. Right now, I’m a self-actualized version of my incomplete self. I wanted more, so I did more. It’s never too late to make a change for the better. Everyone has a story. Walk with a pure heart and see what gifts are presented to you. Invest in yourself not with just money but with time. Answer your call. Wherever you are, don’t be the tragedy of your own masterpiece. “Let us prey.”
DEDICATION
This book is dedicated to Josephine C. Simon, may she rest in peace.
WARNING
This book’s story and characters are completely fictional. Nevertheless, this book features events and scenes that some may find upsetting. This book touches on the topics of religion, mental illness, sex, drug use and references to self-harm.
Reader discretion is advised.
CHAPTER 1
GENESIS
In all toil there is profit, but mere talk tends only to poverty.
—Proverbs 14:23
O n a rainy dusk, droplets of water seep through my umbrella and trickle down on my black leather wingtips. In my charcoal suit, raindrops bespatter my shoulders. Tilting my head back at the grayish-lilac and vanilla-gold sky, I think, It’s a shame to look like this on such a rainy day.
Looking in front of me, I see an umber-brown mahogany casket that sits open. I seem to be in some sort of construction area filled with cranes, metal beams, and stockpiled wood. I take a small step, further submerging my shoes into the pooling rain, and walk toward the casket. I looked down at my shoes. The clear water of rain mixed with droplets of red. “Is this…blood?” The more steps I take, the faster my heart rushes. I finally arrive, and at its edge, I peek over to see who is inside.
Empty. An empty casket, now starting to become decorated with red splatters.
I stare into the coffin and pull myself to climb in. As I lay my head on the satin pillow, I fold my hands across my chest. For some reason, it doesn’t feel as uncomfortable as I thought it would. As I lay there, I take one final look at the mélange of colors in the sky. The rain begins to slow as a bright light cracks through the thinning clouds—so bright it causes me to close my eyes.
***
After a few seconds, I slowly opened them only to view my dark surroundings and see what was all too familiar—my college room. I was in my bed. Rubbing my eyes with one hand, I felt around my sheets to find my phone. But as soon as I grabbed it and hit the home button, the light blinded me, and I struggled to turn the brightness down. With the afterimage floating in my retina, I turned my head to the left and checked my alarm for the time—4:59 a.m. I guess I beat my alarm for five o’clock.
Beep-beep-beep . The alarm pierced through the air, rupturing the serenity of the silence the morning always brought. As it rang, I stared at the ceiling, taking a deep breath while the electronic shrieking reverberated through my room, then shut it off and pulled myself up out of bed.
I started at the floor, blinked to clear my vision, and let out a long yawn. In the dim room, the floor was a black cavity merging into the shadows, playing tricks on my eyes, so I turned my head to the right, looking at the window—drizzle. Small droplets of rain gathered on the glass of the window and streamed down until they slid out of my view.
“Three classes today,” I said to myself.
Standing up to stretch, I noticed the moon was still visible, and its dim, white, peaceful light washed over one-fourth of the room, allowing me to see enough in the dark to move around and not bump into anything. I proceeded to make my bed and then brushed my teeth while looking at my bloodshot eyes in the mirror. In the shower, I had the water warm enough to create a nice steam, but not enough where it wouldn’t allow me to breathe. As the water secreted through my hair and hit my feet, I got lost in my thoughts. I wonder if, by the time I get out of class, it will still be raining. There’s so much rain in April. Why does it always rain in April?
I got dressed, took my medication, grabbed my umbrella, and headed to class. It was 5:45 a.m. The class didn’t start until 7:00 a.m., but I liked to get there early. During my walk to class, the rain trickled onto my dark brown duck boots. The birds were loudly tweeting away as if no one else but them could hear. As usual, I walked down a green, grassy path. It was a shortcut I used because this path was narrow and only had room for one person to walk at a time, so I could avoid the campus crowd. But it eventually led back to the concrete, back to the normally populated walkways. The rain continued to beat down on my umbrella as I made my way to the classroom building.
I reached the building and closed my umbrella before heading to the first class of the day, philosophy. This was a class I enjoyed for the simple fact that it promoted multiple ways of thinking. It wasn’t like mathematics, where there was only one answer. Philosophy was a class that promoted different perspectives, creating a place for discussion, which I liked to observe. I opened the door and took a seat all the way to the left, in the back corner of the lecture hall.
Every seat was open, since I was the only one there, but that’s where I wanted to be. After I sat down and opened my laptop, I went to the school’s website, and instantly, the school colors of gray, white, and navy blue filled up the screen. I briefly checked emails, then headed over to check my grades for any recent updates. I had a ninety-eight in philosophy, a ninety-seven in poetry, and a one hundred in psychology—all A’s but still not perfect. I continued to browse and look at the next assignments coming up when suddenly I heard a deep voice call my name.
“Ky!”
Who could be here as early as I am?
Professor Fortunato, the philosophy teacher, was walking toward me. He was tall, with glasses and brown hair. He had on a white button-down shirt, black slacks, and brown penny loafers that were soaked. He’d been caugh