The Mourning After

Keith R. Durante MD PC FACS

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Dr. Keith R. Durante, a top-of-the-line surgeon, reflects on how his daugther’s death led him to reinvent himself and focus on what really matters.
Dr. Keith R. Durante, a top-of-the-line surgeon, loving husband and father of three, always thought he’d write a book. He just never believed it would be about grief, grief recovery, forgiveness, and the magic of Uganda.
But his life took a dramatic turn when his daughter, Liz, was killed by a drunken driver before she made it to the airport to fly to Uganda.
Following her death, the author knew his daughter’s work was unfinished and needed to continue. He started Project Liz—The Mountain Pygmy Project in Uganda to honor her, which to this day is a work in progress.
In this book, he recalls how he reacted to the news of his daughter’s death, the grief that ensued, and what he learned on is journey.
He also reflects on performing surgical procedures in remote areas in Uganda and his frequent trips into the impenetrable forest to search for the silverback gorillas that captivated him.
Join the author as he reveals the rigors of being a surgeon, how he lost his way, and what led him to reinvent himself to focus on what really matters.

Sujets

• Choices
• Forgiveness
• Self-help
• Spirituality
• Grief
• Courage

Informations

• Publié par: Balboa Press
• Date de parution: 20 juillet 2023
• Nombre de lectures: 0
• EAN13: 9798765233443
• Langue: English
• Poids de l'ouvrage: 1 Mo

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THE MOURNING AFTER
A Surgeon’s Compelling Journey of Healing Through Forgiveness
Keith R. Durante, MD, PC, FACS


Copyright © 2022 Keith R. Durante, MD, PC, FACS.
 
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ISBN: 979-8-7652-3346-7 (sc)
ISBN: 979-8-7652-3345-0 (hc)
ISBN: 979-8-7652-3344-3 (e)
 
Library of Congress Control Number: 2022915557
 
Balboa Press rev. date: 07/20/2023
CONTENTS
Acknowledgments
Foreword
Introduction
Preface
PART 1
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
PART 2: THE AFTERMATH
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
PART 3: THE HEALING
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
PART 4: THE GOOD
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
 
Epilogue

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
To my wife Kathleen—my hero, my spirit, my life, and mother of my angel, Elizabeth.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
There are too many people to thank without making this its own chapter. I am grateful for everyone who has helped me, no matter how large or small, even if they aren’t listed here. I can’t begin to even think about how grateful I am for my loving parents, family, and friends. I am also profoundly thankful for all the counsel and support I received from professionals along the way.
A special thanks for George—friend, author, ghostwriter, and editor. His inspiration, encouragement and persistence to keep writing and rewriting through the tears will never be forgotten.
Thanks to Abraham, the Project Liz (PL) manager, for his superb talent as an artist and his daily effort to keep PL alive and well. We chat daily about PL events in Uganda. He is like a son to me, and it is a joy to have him in my life. I am forever thankful.
I would like to thank Balboa Press Publishing for their support and editorial team.
Finally, I would like to thank Elizabeth, my angel who was born enlightened and was destined to do great things. Liz grew into a young woman determined to change the world one person at a time until the day she died. My life was just one of the many she saved.
Nothing short of divine intervention brought her to me, and through the changes she’s made in me, my angel will continue to change the world forever.
FOREWORD
By Sister Mary Anna Euring
Go into your grief, for there, your soul will grow.
—Carl Jung
Grief is real, is normal but can also turn your life upside down. As a certified bereavement counselor for thirty-five years, I have guided hundreds of persons through the labyrinthine paths of grief and mourning. Each story is unique yet one that exemplifies the extraordinary resiliency of the human spirit is shared in this story of one man’s journey through profound grief to a new way of life.
Dr. Keith R. Durante is one of those persons with whom I had the privilege of being a compassionate companion as he faced the sudden and devastating loss of his daughter, who was killed by a drunken driver.
Keith is a highly skilled and respected surgeon at Good Samaritan Medical Center where I was a counselor with “Bridge to Hope” Bereavement Services.
It is my strong belief that with hope, other mourners can and will heal and become whole again.
Many times this is experienced during the counseling session when one gets in touch with the strength of their inner spirit. It was primarily during these moments of sacred silence that I witnessed Keith’s journey from brokenness to wholeness as he gradually moved from anger to forgiveness and ultimately to a spiritual transformation. As Alan Wolfelt states: “The present moment is where the needs of the soul reside, and grief work is anchored in soul work.”
Throughout this journey into and through grief, he discovered a renewed meaning in his life and now experiences a deepened spiritual self that embraces all the good facets of life. We are all on a spiritual journey, and sometimes it takes a tragedy to provide the courage to walk the path to which we are called. Life is all about choices, and grief offers us the opportunity to either remain bitter and angry or to live with a heightened awareness of the preciousness of each day.
Confronted with the suffering and despair found in the world today, this book offers a positive source of hope for many to continually choose a life awed by the power of forgiveness that motivates Dr. Durante’s deepened life of service.
I highly recommend this book to anyone who is mourning and to those who journey with them to experience for themselves the hope and peace that is possible when we face the reality of death, enter fully into grief, and know that whatever happens, all is grace.
—Sister Mary Anna Euring, OP, MS, BCC, CT
Retired chaplain/bereavement counselor
INTRODUCTION
By Father Richard Rohr
I was fortunate enough to meet Doctor Keith R. Durante and his wife, Kathleen, at Christ Church Parish Loft House in Greenwich, Connecticut, following a lecture I had given. My dissertation was on courage, faith, love, and forgiveness. During our discussion, I learned that Keith and Kathleen had gone through an unbelievingly difficult time in their lives with the wanton death of their beloved oldest daughter, Elizabeth. From their heartfelt words, it became apparent that she was an indisputably caring and compassionate young lady. During our discussion, Keith provided the details of what he had personally endured over an extended period, which was one of the most difficult life transitions I had ever heard of anyone experiencing. His journey, as outlined in this book, provides courage and hope to anyone who has ever gone through similar suffering and anguish.
I highly recommend Dr. Keith’s book to everyone who has ever undergone a serious, life-altering event as you will find that there can be light and true happiness at the end of what might appear to be the darkest tunnel of despair.
—Father Richard Rohr, OFM
Father Rohr is a Franciscan friar who offers daily meditations to awaken us to God’s loving presence in all matters and the teachings of Jesus. He is the author of over fifty books including Everything Belongs, Falling Upward, Breathing under Water, Immortal Diamond: The Search for Our True Self, The Naked Now, Oneness , and others. He has also appeared on the Oprah Winfrey Super Soul Sunday TV interview.
PREFACE
Why?
Is God a clown who whips away your bowl of soup one moment in order, next moment, to replace it with another bowl of the same soup? Even nature isn’t such a clown as that. She never plays exactly the same tune twice?
—C. S. Lewis, A Grief Observed
For most of my adult life, I’ve known I would write a book. It was supposed to be an adventure novel because, as you will read, I’ve lived most of my life pushing the limit; that is, in the fast lane, approaching all of life’s twists and turns as welcome challenges from which I would emerge victoriously. I’ve also had a love affair with cars ever since I was a kid, and there’s never been any question that my book’s protagonist would drive a Ferrari F-12. I’d probably go with a Saab for the villain; two dissimilar cars, hence two very different heroes and villains. I hadn’t come to a final decision on that, but the story line would unfold in some exotic faraway place, perhaps in the western Pacific Ocean along the sweeping archipelago of palm-studded islands in Micronesia. On the other hand, maybe I’d go for the glamour and romance of a cosmopolitan European city like Venice, Saint Moritz, or Vienna. People like me always have a plan of some type. We set our goals ahead of time and know the stakes, along with the outcome. My novel would have all the necessary ingredients: sex, money, and death and be matched along with plenty of action and suspense; good versus evil played out in some nefarious plot planned by a macho adversary pitted against a dashing hero who ultimately prevails. I’m a suc