Unearthing Alix

Alix Phoenix

Description

By sharing her history of pain and abuse, author Alix Phoenix hopes to help others find hope, rediscover happiness, and rise above anything that dims the flame of passion.
Alix Phoenix survived the darkness of fear, narcissistic abuse, pain, and trauma for many years and has woken to her soul’s calling through devastation. This book is her offering, originating from the deepest places of her heart to help heal, inspire, and empower all who read it. Escape imprisonment to reclaim your soul, reignite your fire, and realign your true purpose in life.
Soul reclamation has its challenges. By having the courage to expose her life to the world, Alix hopes her story can encourage others to also speak their truths. She offers a sense of belonging to those who also feel trapped in darkness, helping them interpret their life experiences differently.
All that Alix has learned on her journey can now be found in Unearthing Alix. She offers strength to follow your true path to a life that warms your soul and gives you the ability to find the deep happiness you seek. The fire that resides within us all can become dimmed by our experiences and beliefs about ourselves. Alix is here to help you reignite the fire within you, the brilliant flaming fire of the goddess.

Sujets

• Vie de famille
• Relations familiales
• Famille
• Supernatural
• Spirituality
• Self-help

Informations

• Publié par: Balboa Press AU
• Date de parution: 22 février 2023
• Nombre de lectures: 0
• EAN13: 9781982296735
• Langue: English
• Poids de l'ouvrage: 1 Mo

Extrait

UNEARTHING ALIX
 
 
 
 
 
 
ALIX PHOENIX
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
Copyright © 2023 Alix Phoenix.
 
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced by any means, graphic, electronic, or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, taping or by any information storage retrieval system without the written permission of the author except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews.
 
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The author of this book does not dispense medical advice or prescribe the use of any technique as a form of treatment for physical, emotional, or medical problems without the advice of a physician, either directly or indirectly. The intent of the author is only to offer information of a general nature to help you in your quest for emotional and spiritual well-being. In the event you use any of the information in this book for yourself, which is your constitutional right, the author and the publisher assume no responsibility for your actions.
 
This book is a work of non-fiction. Unless otherwise noted, the author and the publisher make no explicit guarantees as to the accuracy of the information contained in this book and in some cases, names of people and places have been altered to protect their privacy.
 
Any people depicted in stock imagery provided by Getty Images are models, and such images are being used for illustrative purposes only.
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ISBN: 978-1-9822-9674-2 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-9822-9673-5 (e)
 
Balboa Press rev. date:  02/17/2023
A very raw and inspirational life story that will give you strength and courage to escape the shadows of your mind and the darkness that imprisons you in narcissistic and toxic relationships. It will help you to reclaim your soul, reignite the inner fire within you, and realign you with your true purpose.
 
Alix Phoenix
CONTENTS
Preface
 
Chapter 1       The Falling Veil: A Poem
Chapter 2       Life as the Child
Chapter 3       The Passage into Adulthood
Chapter 4       Marriage
Chapter 5       Divorce
Chapter 6       Owning Your Power
Chapter 7       The Narcissist
Chapter 8       The Empathetic Soul and the Narcissist
Chapter 9       The Seed
Chapter 10     Co-Parenting with a Narcissist
Chapter 11     In Their Mother’s Arms: A Poem
Chapter 12     Moving Forward
Chapter 13     The Shadow of Fear
Chapter 14     Ego
Chapter 15     Repetition and Synchronicities
Chapter 16     The Physical Manifestation of Emotions
Chapter 17     Wholeness
Chapter 18     Honouring and Supporting Our Hormones
Chapter 19     Symptoms
Chapter 20     Awareness
Chapter 21     Where Science and Buddhism Coincide
Chapter 22     Breaking the Mould
Chapter 23     Nourishing the Temple
Chapter 24     Releasing the Goddess
Chapter 25     A Letter from Our Children: A Poem
Chapter 26     Mother: A Poem
Chapter 27     Spiritual Enlightenment and Self-Growth: Poems
PREFACE
This book originates from the deepest place of my heart to help heal, inspire, and empower all who read it. I have survived the darkness of fear and narcissistic abuse, pain, and trauma for many years and have woken to my soul calling through devastation. Soul reclamation has its challenges. By having the courage to expose my life to the world, I hope my story brings you the courage and strength you need to speak your truth to the world.
Please acknowledge that I have written it in a form that represents woman; however, the word “woman” refers to feminine energy that resides within us all. I intend to write for everyone who relates to the feminine, including male, lesbian, gay, transgender, and non-gender-discriminant individuals. When I refer to the man or woman, you may translate it into your description of a person that relates to your life experiences.
I have released my truth into the world to help individuals relate and feel a sense of belonging. For years, my soul has been calling for me to create and heal people and help them interpret their life experiences differently. I have combined all the information I have collected and learnt on my life journey and merged it into this book to help inspire others. I hope it gives you the strength to follow your true path in life that warms your soul and gives you the ability to find the deep happiness you seek. The fire that resides within us all can become dimmed by our experiences and beliefs about ourselves. I am here to help you reignite that fire within your soul, the brilliant flaming fire of the goddess.
I love you, my three beautiful children, my mother and father, and all the extraordinary individuals who supported me on my journey.
 
I dedicate this book to everyone trapped in the shadows of their minds and the darkness of others. May you reclaim your soul.
 
 
Personal proceeds from this book go towards providing my three beautiful children a home.
Everything becomes apparent when you look within your heart and re-evaluate the mind. Those who look outside the heart and neglect the power within the mind live in delusion. Those who dare to look inside the heart and harmonise the mind awaken the soul.


CHAPTER 1
The Falling Veil: A Poem
For the past two decades, my inner light flickered through the fractures of the veil during times of strife. I turned within myself, seeking the truth my soul would whisper to me. The chaotic events were grasping to capture a glimpse of my inner light and trying to shake her from the deep coma created by society’s conformed unresponsiveness. She did not recognise the world; she became imprisoned. If only she knew the repetitive chaos and trauma were shaking her soul, gently demanding her to wake up from her deep unconsciousness. However, she would attempt to expose herself through the cracks of the veil. She would withdraw again due to criticism, distrust, uneasiness, and competitiveness her intuitive senses felt coming from others. The veil disguised what she internally recognised as her soul’s yearning for truth. Yet it exposed what others wanted her to be: an ideological model in a boxed society. She continuously tried to claw herself out of it.
Disillusioned by the masculine figures manipulating and crushing her soul’s dreams and desires, she felt trapped. Her spirit faded. All that was left was a dull ember glistening among the blackness of the charred, blackened coal. The last, most severe storm arrived, obliterating everything in its path. It somehow ignited the ember of her spirit into a raging fire. Her strength returned with an intense power as she became harshly awakened from her unconsciousness. She identifies she was not aware of the gentle shaking from her past experiences and understands she must lose everything for her veil to fall entirely. Her soul has broken free from its restraints and is unbound, wild, and limitless. She is finally living her true path. It is at one with the creative source and wisdom of the goddess.
Life is a sequence of actions that positions your soul exactly where it is supposed to be at that destined time.


CHAPTER 2
Life as the Child
Childhood leaves imprints within us that we subconsciously carry throughout our lives. Our once pure souls became detached from our true natures and lost in society’s chaos. But how do we find that beautiful spirit that shone so brightly in pure, unscarred youth? It is still deep within us all, and I will help you find it.
I was a Gemini child of 1981. Split personality for sure. However, I was more introverted and shyer than anything else. I expressed my indifferent creative character through my solid, questionable sense of fashion and the arts. I certainly did not follow any particular style, so I had a uniqueness that managed to stand out all on my own. Being different and considerably reserved, I observed my internal and external worlds to an unimaginable depth.
My connection with my father was distant from as early as I remember. As a child, I yearned for his love, and in return, I received a significant volume of anger. However, this was familiar to me and my first insight into how I was predestined to being in love with a man.
I struggled growing up feeling this way, and I couldn’t understand why. Internally, I yearned for something more profound. I was not taught unconditional love and acceptance from who I thought was the most important man in my life. Stripped of my internal impressions and most profound needs, I put up emotional barriers. The unconditional love and acceptance inside me and the love I deeply craved from my father soon transformed into bouts of anger. Being surrounded by unrealistic expectations as a child and unable to express and understand my deepest emotions, I shut down and put up barriers to protect myself. My feelings became trapped within my body, which turned into bouts of explosive anger. They would build up to a point where they would explode. My father antagonized me for most things, which shut down my internal compass and made me feel vulnerable, wor